Don't know how to say,begin to have

Don't know how to say,begin to have
Don't know how to say,begin to have

Don't know how to say,begin to have
Don't know how to say 不知道怎么说
begin to have 开始拥有

不知道怎么说，就开始去拥有它
（意思就是说，不知道这件事，就去用实践来拥有它，这样就会明白一件事情）
我也是字面理解，不一定准确